I have often thought growing up made for wiser decision making, but at times I have been faced with a situation where I have two equally difficult choices and I have made the wrong one. So.... I have decided maybe, just maybe I haven't gotten to that really wise all-knowing age just yet?. At least thats my consolation for last weekend....
Apparently your brain doesn't forget the bad choices you have made in the past and uses them as background for future decisions, so why then are some choices ever so recurrent. Why would I have that cocktail, eat that icecream cake or end up at my EX's (who I am sure I do not want to be with) house.
So I have decided for me, its pretty simple, weakness for immediate gratification of a somewhat pleasant experience, even if it is a bad choice, case in point #cakes#Icecream...
Or on a second thought, maybe I just zero in on something that really really scares me, being alone in three years (the big three 0), that drives my decision instead of logic. Case in point #Saturday night :(
Oh and on that note, no more alcohol for me; .. one of those weekends I would rather forget.
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